After more than seven years, it’s time to move
on…
It’s been a little more than seven years
since I began work with the Taipei Times, arguably Taiwan’s top
English-language newspaper. Seven years, or seven-eighth of my entire time in
the country, which has become my second home.
During that period I was a copy editor,
editorial and op-ed writer, book reviewer, journalist, and since June 2010,
deputy news editor, which is about as high as a foreigner can get within the
organization. Over the years, the Times ran about 300 of my unsigned
editorials, about just as many op-eds, and close to 200 news articles and
features. Several of those articles were quoted or referenced in various works,
such as the annual U.S.-China Economic and Security Review Commission report or
the latest book by Richard Bush of the Brookings Institution.
With a
bit of luck, my work at the paper may have had a modicum of influence, or at a minimum left its mark. Without doubt, my articles in the Time led to greater
things by helping me build enough brand recognition that I could start
contributing to larger and more influential publications, such as the Wall
Street Journal, the Christian Science Monitor, Jane’s Defence Weekly, The
Diplomat, and the International Institute for Strategic Studies’ Global
Military Balance report, among others. For that alone, I owe a lot to the
Times, even if senior management didn’t exactly always appreciate how hard I had
to work.
In the past year or so, however, things got
from bad to worse with the managers, as we clearly had major differences over
what the newspaper should be and the direction it should take. Soon it became
apparent that my views were simply not welcome and that what was expected of me
as a deputy news editor differed markedly from my understanding of the
responsibilities that came with the title (tellingly, whoever replaces me will
now have the grand title of “news desk rewriter”).
Furthermore, for reasons that are far too
complex to detail here — read my upcoming book Officially Unofficial if you’re interested in finding
out what happened — my relations with my supervisors became poisoned in the
past 10 months, so much so that it was impossible for me to continue doing my
job as a reporter. It appears that I had grown too “big” for them, which made
them uncomfortable and insecure. While I regarded my fame, if we can call it
that, as a good thing for the newspaper, management chose to see it as a
threat. I wanted to be out there, and repeatedly asked to be made a full-time
reporter; they blocked me, sought to kill my access, and wanted to keep me
locked in a cubicle.
So after fighting for months and going
nowhere, it’s time to leave. Today, Nov. 22, is my last day with the paper. Many people have told me
that seven years was already too long. I feel no anger at this point, no
regrets, and no sadness. Only relief.
Thank you to everybody who supported my
work over the years by simply reading my work, or by encouraging me to get
better at it. Many people have told me I was the only reason they were still
reading the paper. I think it’s far too generous of them, but I humbly accept
the compliment.
I’m moving on, but I’m not disappearing. I
will seek new challenges while continuing to tell Taiwan’s fascinating story to
the world to the best of my abilities, as are many others in the
often-frustrating trade of journalism.
By coincidence, my friend Edd Jhong of PNN
very deservedly won the Award for Excellence in Journalism today. Everything
is in balance... (Photo by the author)
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